Who do you think you are?

It just so happen I've received great news!
but somehow some bad news came along

so right now im really in between....

huhuhu

i really hope all these will be easy in the end....

somehow some people you know in life will act so out of character that all you can do is shut it....i do admit its frustrating but well,for now i am still hanging on doing whats the right thing to do because even if some good thing when not done in the right way wont give you the result you wanted right?

right now my heart is reaching out so far i just wish i could stop but i cant! owh dear, i just have to wait untill my period ends than i can make the right decisions...lately i've been getting wild ideas inside my head and i just have to stop thinking because all of it is nonsense!

but it get frustrating really, when you try so hard to be invincible but inside,its eating you up inside...you always question yourself when you come to this phase of life...thats why for me the best way was to look forward and believe I can do it, even if it means it's hurting me too....I know God has His reasons for letting me endure such termendous journey, and i can endure it i know....just take a deep breath and all is well i guess...

my dearest friends,

if your reading this,

always believe in yourself because trust is not a small matter,
you and you alone will know people you can count on and depend,
never tell yourself your less than any other or more, just tell youself we're all the same because in the end its true,
some people may have it easy in their life, but that doesnt make us any lesser...

if you trust and believe in yourself,
i assure you'll be larger than life even if you dont have much,
its not important what poeple do to you,its what you do to people always affects you even if your not feeling it,
you ca be born a prince, the smartest in class but its the choices you make that always determines who you are..

i have to look positive in this turn of events,
i know in my heart its for the best of me...
but i really hope my experience will be a inspiration for you,

its good for you to tell your loved ones that you love them,

but dont forget to tell yourself

I LOVE YOU~~

because nobody deserves it more than you!

live your life and ask yourslef how.
do it your way the right way.