My dearest

My dearest,

Even as the sky is falling down

Or the lights go out...

Or when the moon doesnt shine

Know it in your heart that you'll always be mine

My dearest,

As the days pass you by

Never look back with regret

Everything happens for a reason

Patience is a virtue

My dearest,

Longing is human nature

Loving is not for a few

Sincere is rare

Remembering is what always kept you trough

My dearest,

What does not kill you,

Will only make you stronger...

Remember have faith

I know you'll have it when its time

Even as you always feel alone

Always and always remember

Allah always and always loves you the most

My dearest me,

Smile even when it hurts.....

Hati mesti kuat...

Huwargh~~~

Its been a week I've been working as an Educational Writer...

Simply saying

I LOVE THE JOB...

I can be myself and i really feel comfortable with the people there...they are friendly and hardworking..i really respect this kind of environment compared to what I've experience during internship...but well...i guess looking back, my working place has more people around the same age and i actually have work to do then lounging around for 8 months..

but the downfall of all this excitement is that I'm too near home since the feeling of independence is not yet but well..its just for one year..:)

right now, i just have to stay strong and sane...

becoz i have so much in mind that i needed to do!!!

i want to do it but its so hard~~~

keep it strong girl...maybe its not the time yet but we'll get there..





right now, im always feeling tired,
maybe its because im staring at the computer for too long...im considering buying a pair of glassess...but ive just brought a pair of shoes worth RM189!!! waddup!!! why the hell did i brought it? adeyh..xpe..selamba je laaa..hahahaha~

all in all

sorry for no interesting updates...not much to say actually since my job doesnt require me to meet new people and all the people there are really nice persons which means i have nothing bad to talk about them,for now...(hopefully,nothing major will happen..huhu~)


please,please,please friends out there

if you love me....


please dont forget to pray that i'll get married fast!!!

i cant stand this feeling anymore!!!!

LOL~~~~

-just kidding?-



Alhamdullilah~~

Akhirnya dapat kerja sebagai educational writer di Cyberjaya...

hehehe....

from now on I have my own money3~~~

and..

theres an EYE CANDY~....if you know what I mean..tehehehe~

next monday starts employment...

sape rasa nk kne belanja...mesej me cpat!

Get It Right

Diwajibkan atas kamu berperang, padahal berperang itu adalah sesuatu yang kamu benci. Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. (Surah. Al Baqarah:216)
 

What makes life easier?
1) Instead of trying to be happy, be content
2) Accept life isnt fair and easy
3) What does not kill you,will only make you stronger
4) Everything happens for a reason
5) Accept and admit mistakes,try not to make it again

Smile even when it hurts....

 

-SayangSyazanna,2011-

My Little Pony

Once upon a time, I had a little Pony...even if its second hand (my dad brought it from a car-boot-sale at London)..it was one of the most elegant toys I've ever had.....untill those little creatures (my little lovely siblings) tore them apart + cut their hair + conteng2....argh!!!!!

i cannot even look at my toys right now!

enought of this....

da depress!


but these editions are cool...

i think somebody somewhere made a hobby out of it and made it super uber cool!


Enjoy!~~~~~



Star Wars: Darth Vader




Star Wars: Queen Amidala



Star Wars: Yoda

sumting anime, maybe bleach? xingt!



Star Wars: Han Solo time kne beku



Wonder Woman

Sumthing alien..cam star trek but not sure

Hayabusa? xtau but mmg cool kalo die wat ultraman!

The Lord of The Rings

Bat Man and Robin



He Man! kalo korg xtau...mmg bukan org 80-an



Spider Man



Star Wars: Princess Leia




Star Trek



xtau ape tp baju cun!



Iron Man!




Star Wars: Bobba Fett ke bapak die? xsure



walau ini paling huduh lg menakutkn..still cool..sigh~

Edward Scissorhand!

Star Wars: Clone

Alien!

Star Wars: Darth Maul

Sejenis cyborg yg xdapat dikenal pasti

Can I say Bruce Lee?

Star Wars: Princess Leia...time sopan

Zombie!!!!!!!!

Its a bird! its a plane! its Super Man!

Avatar!

Cat? Woman

Cool kan? cool kan?

Hehehehe...

taken from here

Long HDR..I miss you!

Today is the day I finally confess my love to you...

I cant believe it! of all these years, whenever I see your face or hear your voice...I'LL GO CRAZY!!!!

how dare you do this to me!

how DARE you!!!!

but dearest....

THANK YOU for letting me love you.....



I LOVE YOU!!!!!



 VIN DIESEL

HAHAHA!

hensem kn?

kn3?~~~~~

I first fell in love with him when I was 12 ...see? true love never dies.....for over 11 years I still can SCREAM whenever there's a picture or small screne he is in...uhukuhuhuk~

I know some of you girls ada crush kt die gak...b0o0o0o0o0o0!!!!!! you probably fell in love with him in XxX or Fast and Furious or The Pacifier or The Chronicles of Riddcik...pffttttt!!!!! so much later then me...

You see...

I dont have to wait for him to be famous to fall in love with him,yet alone crush..hello? the movie was Pitch Black...haaaaa...bet you havent heard of it...or rather you guys might have heard of it but dont think he's that HOT back them..guess what? YOUR WRONG!!!! muahahahahahaha~

fuh!

see this face?



terpikat okay!!!! not because he's handsome or buff...but he got this charisma which I call MACHO! hohoho..ingt senang ke nk wat aku jatuh hati? ha? ingt senang ke? jual mahal ni jual mahal! >_<

you know...I've watched Pitch Black at about 5 or 6 times during those days...it was a sweet escape for me *blushing...even now whenever I hear this song : Edwin McCain - I'll Be and Goo Goo Dolls - Iris (because these songs kinda represents him in the movie and I heard them right after watching it), I still get that feeling to look at the stars and imagine what would it be like if i was that girl...HAHAHAHAHA! so silly but sweet~

and the most sweetes thing that I've done to prove my love for him was the day when I look at the Star paper and there he is! on the ads of Galaxy! at first I was thinking, yeah, I'll get you later...but then the paper went missing!!!! argh!!!!!! habes beberapa tingkat surat khabar diselak satu persatu utk kerat he's so awesome face...which was smiling op kos!! >_< ...then after I've found it (which nasib baik because da nk nangis n kemungkinan besar dpt penyakit jntung)...I kept it in my album pictures....sadly, da hilang!!!!!! thank God for the Internet!!!!!

but it was kinda FRUSTRATING when I saw him in XxX...dem u stupid girl up untill today I hate you!!!!! (the actress of course). you wanna know why I hate her? because they had 'that' scene and when on the preview she said ' When I'm kissing,I'm kissing for real, so when I'm doint 'it', I'm doing 'it'' ...Sundal kn ayat die? say yes cepat! huh! it took me 3 years to have the nerve to watch it okay! bru excited nk tgk my luvy in action! to support his fame..but dem u!!!!! i dont bother to know your name because u suck! muahahahaha!

and then came all my competition after XxX and the Fast and the Furious..huh!

lu pehal?

but its okay my dear, you know I'll always support you...and I know your a great man! all that fame never made you big headed or crazy for spotlight..uhuhuhu~ I adore you Mark Sinclair Vincent! your the man! THE MAN!  i dont like seeing you kissing other bitches but its okay...I'm a very understanding person as long as she's not bragging about it..huh!

by the way...

congratulations my dear! heard you had a baby girl!!! uhuhuhu!!!! i nk tgk picture tau! Hania Riley mesti comel macam you and gf you..hehe...(i like your gf...gud choice..dpt restu! tp asal u xbgtau awal2?)..



sweet couple :)



I miss you okay, I know your travelling right now, it's so sad youre not visiting Malaysia right now...how i wish when your done doing the sequel for The Chronicles or Riddick,you'll promote it here! please!!!!..I hope I have the time and money to finally meet you! but I cant prove to you how much I love you like any other fans because I know I only have my sincere love at heart to give *cewah!

I'll wait for you my dear,

till then...



smile!



Soklan peperiksaan BM darjah 4 2011 yg bengong

Harini adik saya ada periksa BM..so lpas mkn mlm td dok kecohla budak2 ni cek blk soklan (pergh,kecik2 da riso markah,lol~)  ...

Skali ada satu soklan ni mmg xley blah!

Xpahamla cikgu zaman sekarang ni....apekah ini tandanya hiburan semakin berleluasa? Ape kalo budak2 ni xknal artis melayu (ehem..mcm saya) mesti abes da satu markah...adoi3~

Kepada para cikgu atau bakal jadi cikgu atau berangan nk jadi cikgu...janganla wat soklan2 camni..it gives the impression as if students have to know hiburan.Banyak lg soklan bley wat kot!


Silalah2 judge sendiri....adios!




nasib baik adik aku jawap btol...haha..(cop2..btolkn?..lol~)



kucing saya hepi~

mlm ni kucing saya happy sbb ayah saya xde...

hehehehe~

Landslide

aku xpeduli sekrang kalo org kata xbaik emo2 dalam blog

sebab eventually ini mmg blog aku kn?

aku pun xpenah halang sesape nk nasihat ke sound aku

unless kalo ko pengecut n nak counter aku blk dkt blog ko





haha.




yup aku ckp kasar skrg

peduli hape? sekali sekala aku nk gak lepas buku dr dada (apekah?)








aku emo bukan ape


aku ckp kat sini jela ape yg aku xsuka..for now xtau order die camne dr paling xsuka ke xsuka.



maybe bila aku da identify aku taula kot?









1) xsuka orang yg KURANG AJAR dgn org tua -sbb org xmatang je wat camni





2) xsuka orang yg SUKA AMEK KESEMPATAN -xperlu sbb,ko tau kenape




3) xsuka orang CAKAP BELAKANG -sbb obviously mcm pengecut...hoho




4)xsuka orang yg BUDGET DIE KAWAN AKU DIE BLEY CAKAP IKUT SDAP DIE and then ckp kt aku ' Ala,ko taukn aku Nana' - hello? sbb aku knal ko la aku xsuka ko ckp camtu? bengap!



5) xsuka orang yg ada kelebihan kat dunia ni, tp BERLAGAK MELEBIH2- ko kne ingt,dunia ni Allah yg punya, anytime Allah boleh tarik nikmat. ko kalo bru 20 lebih da berlagak dr org yg even da 40 lebih dikurniakn nikmat tp aku xpernah tgk berlagak,mmg melampau!


6) xsuka org lg tua atau sebaya yg PERANGAI MACAM BUDAK2 - sbb ape? ko da tua,GROW UP!



7) xsuka TALAM DUA MUKA - pon xyah gtau knape,ko tau kn?



8) xsuka orang yg SUKA COMPLAIN - hoi! tolong belajar bersyukur boleyh!!!!!!!!!!!!



9) xsuka orang yg WAT SEPAH XRETI NK KEMAS PASTU HARAP ORG KEMAS - dasar pemalas!



10) xsuka ORANG PERASAN HOT - sangat YUCKS!





dah...tu je setakat ni 10 benda yg aku xsuka ada kt org...kalo ko ada maapla ek? aku bukan niat nk mengata tp sumtimes elok gak kte muhasabah diri memasing....



sbb aku tau aku bukan perfect



ko tau x?