Original Song

Today I would just like to share some Glee songs that I found great and inspiring.These songs are original for Glee Season 2 "Original Song" where they perform for Regionals.Unfortunately they are now for download (yet?) but from Wikipedia,its not available digitally (???!!).

So download the series or wait for it coming out on air and enjoy these lyrics..

Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it riight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it right

Loser Like Me

(Lea Michele/Rachel)

Yeah, you may think that I’m a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I’m a freakshow (I don’t care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you’re gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

(Cory Monteith/Finn)

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I’ll get you back when I’m your boss
I’m not thinkin’ ’bout you haters
‘Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I’ll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you’ve been throwin’ my way
It ain’t so hard to take, that’s right
‘Cause I know one day you’ll be screamin’ my name
And I’ll just look away, that’s right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the words you got and knock me down
Baby, I don’t care
Keep it up, I’m tunin’ up to fade you out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me

" All these songs come from a place of pain, the greates songs are about hurt" - Will Schuester



comments

in life, we receive a lot of comments...

some are constructive...but some can easily bring you down....

many people nowadays have the tendency to comment on various matter in life..be it a simple daily life routine or something big as politics...but sometimes people forget that too much comment can lead to unexpcted results,even if it happened unintentionally...

however,

i notice that some people comment differently, it varies from reason,situation and intention...examples are;

Motivator- they like to comment on  life, religion and self improvement. They know what keeps you going and always want you to have the best. Mind you, sometimes some truth are always hard to digest but these people always have the best intention to others.

Complainer - they like to comment on the things in life that they feel not good enough. These kind of people rarely appreciate, and also suggest things that other people already know but dont bother to think is necessary since their doing fine.

Critics - they like to comment to people they dont like,or they just made a habit on bringing the self esteem of others. Mind you, these people are NOT constructive because they have expectations and expect it to be expected. Get it?

Lagak - this people speak for themselves and they talk about themselves,their achievement. Unintentionally they may give comments that may make Complainers and Critics to make other people suffer. But well, we never know people right?

Notice there are more negative then positive for Commenters? well, it the fact of life and human nature to comment. but we must remember the vital thing about talking too much;

" Terlajak perahu boleh di undur,terlajak kata badan binasa"

" The tougue is sharper than a sword"

 "Sesiapa yang banyak bercakap banyaklah kesalahannya, sesiapa yang banyak kesalahannya banyaklah dosanya, api nerakalah yang layak untuk dirinya." (Hadis riwayat Baihaqi). Jika sudah banyak dosa, maka tentulah neraka yang paling layak untuk si mulut murai ini, seperti sabda Rasulullah SAW, "Tidaklah dihumban muka manusia ke dalam neraka itu sebagai hasil tuaian (jelik) lidahnya." (Hadis riwayat At-Tarmizi)
so remember my dears,

i know life is hard,i know you dont like certain things or events that happen in your life...dont talk too much on things that you know does not benefit you or others, especially if your talking about another human being that clearly didnt do anything to harm you or hurt you. If your really have to say something,its best you just meet up or text that person and say the things you want to say. Its better to have closure on something rather than linger on to it..because this can result to make you a bitter and self-centered person.

Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda yang bermaksud: "Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang paling aku kasihi di kalangan kamu dan orang yang paling dekat tempat duduknya denganku dihari kiamat ialah orang yang paling baik akhlaknya. Sesungguhnya orang yang paling aku benci dan paling jauh dariku pada hari kiamat ialah orang yang banyak bercakap perkara sia-sia, dan berlagak angkuh, sombong malah ia merasa bangga dengan kesombongannya." Para sahabat bertanya lagi, "Wahai Rasulullah, sesungguhnya kami telah mengetahui maksud perkataan orang-orang yang suka bercakap banyak yang sia-sia, dan yang berlagak angkuh dan sombong, tetapi apakah maksud orang yang bangga dengan kesombongannya? Jawab Rasulullah, "ialah orang yang takbur." (Hadis Riwayat At-Tarmizi)

but always remember..if your the victim..if you cant be an avid commenter...its okay..people will talk about you,wanting to know why and such..human nature is to be curious....it hurts i know but trust me,in the end it will make you stronger and stronger...

maybe you cant see the benefit in time soon...but in Akhirat, you are benefited in many ways,

Rasulullah ditanya mengenai kelakuan yang paling banyak memasukkan seseorang ke dalam syurga. Jawab baginda: "Takwa kepada Allah dan keindahan akhlak." Ketika Baginda ditanya apakah yang paling banyak memasukkan orang ke dalam neraka? Baginda menjawab: "Kejahatan mulut dan kemaluan." Rasulullah SAW lagi bermaksud: "Sesiapa mengawal lidahnya (daripada memperkatakan kehormatan orang), maka Allah akan menutup kecelaannya (hal yang memalukan). Sesiapa yang menahan kemarahannya, Allah akan melindunginya daripada seksa-Nya. Dan sesiapa yang meminta kelonggarannya kepada Allah, maka Allah akan menerima permintaan kelonggarannya." Rasulullah bermaksud: "Tidak akan lurus iman seseorang hamba, sehingga lurus pula hatinya, dan tidak akan lurus hatinya sehingga lurus pula lidahnya. Dan seorang hamba tidak akan masuk syurga selagi tetangganya belum aman daripada kejahatannya." (Hadis riwayat Ibnu Abib-Duanya).i know its hard to keep your mouth shut in certain things...

and i know how hard it is to handle hurtful events in life...

insyAllah...we can benefit it in the end...

-banyak diam tidak semestinya bodoh, banyak cakap tidak semestinya cerdik.... -

-what does not kill you,

will only make you stronger-

hadis taken from : http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ibu/message/17475?var=1

bermulalah project

yess...harini berjaya beli sketch book yg dah lamaaaaaa nk beli...PANAS tollaaaa....asal la xperasan skecth book kt carrefour alamanda tuh is rm9.90..compared to MPH yg rm15.90? beza bnyak ok!!!!! last2 beli dua2, lpas geram..huuuuuuhhhhh...maaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh nie....

all my ideas will be put through...but i have to brush up on my drawings skills (yup, i used to be talented, kena asah lg dan lagi..)..

i have so much ideas right now for the future so by having these skecthes helps me keep track...tp kite hanya merancang tp Allah juga yg menentukan...but its ok...at least I have a goal (goals actually) to look forward too then having nothing at all...

all i need right now is patience and RAJINESS,

Nana....



















JANGAN MALAS!

This is TOTALLY SCARY!

What the difference with FEAR & SCARY?

Fear- A feeling of agitation and dread caused by the presence or imminence of danger.

Scary - causing fear or alarm; frightening

taken from : http://www.thefreedictionary.com

I've just come upon a SCARY quenstionnare posted by my lecturer which thus gave me a rare FEAR of politicions...owh what is this world coming too!!!!! i never ever thought such things happens in this country, my beloved MALAYSIA...Tanah Tumpah Darahku...are these people so corrupted they DONT CARE about religion?

owh dear, I'm getting a headache again...no wonder I get this icky feelings....no wonder I'm so damn tired with the television..I thought the drama was that bad, now I have to worry about the politicions? what about my children? my future?

its enough i have to see my parents supporting the cabinet and stuff...saying ' kenang jasa budi and what not'..for me, if your really into the nation, you wont brag such things..the citizens will know! we are not that stupid hello?!

haih..enough said...might as well let you guys decide and think about it..

here's the link;

http://www.malaysiakini.com/v6/link.php?http%3A%2F%2Fuppercaise.wordpress.com%2F2011%2F03%2F26%2Fsex-scandals-you-never-read-about

think about it..whats more that we dont know?

P.Y.T -Pretty Young Thing

lepas tgk episode Glee s02 yg Valentine's Day, ahhhh~ its so sweet

terpikat plak dgn lagu Micheal Jackson- Pretty Young Thing..hehehe~ agu unik!

anways a friend of mine masuk wad, wargh! get well soon dear~

since xde kerja lain let me post lirik P.Y.T je la..aha~ enjoy~

I Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)
Pretty Young Thing
You Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)
Tender Lovin' Care
And I'll Take You There
I Want To Love You (P.Y.T.)
Pretty Young Thing
You Need Some Lovin' (T.L.C.)
Tender Lovin' Care
I'll Take You There

ahahahha..sorry..part ni je paling penting!


anways,tomorrow is the day ada job fair,wish me luck in finding jobs yeah?


chow~

naluri

okay...
today is the day i admit...

i want...

money!
kids!
freedom!
love!

ahahahaha~

bengong kejap sbb xde benda berfaedah nk tulis..but hey,cut a girl some slack right?

theres a ANOTHER job fair this coming Friday, and I have the I'm-so-tired-but-have-to-go-because-no-job attitute...but xpe,my friends says this time insyAllah kena..

well who knows right?

positive2!

I'm not afraid.....

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road......

Yes, I am not afraid to admit I am in the verge of tears...I know its ok to cry a little...share a little...hate a little...but why is it that I always feel the guilt afterwards? Am I really that kind of a person that always see the best in people? maybe?...

it's just hard being in this situation right now...when you know its the thing you want the most but so unsure if you have the right guts to prove you can do it..the ways to make it right...the moves to know your on the right line...

I know some of you see me as the perfect little girl...the one who can be the crying shoulder...the positive thinker...but how many times do I feel not worth it? sometimes I think Ive done things just to prove that I'm not that perfect...but hey,I know I'm not...I know there are some desires that I want...the thrills that I'm craving to taste..someday somewhere I know I'll achieve it...with Gods blessing too...

I have to think positive...it's the only way I could survive because I know...God will not give you what you cant handle...yes..I'm positively sure , 100% certain...that everthing happens for a reason...from here on I know my faults, my weakness, my strength, my iman....I'm glad Allah gave me this peace of heart...and the strengh to carry on...Thank you Allah....

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony....

I am a passionate person...my love and care for someone,does not come and go...it grows...imagine a vine tree...the seed at the bottom, with a stick as a support? imagine that seed as my love for you and the stick is me as a support...yes...i love to support people...i made it my goal in life to help people as much as i can...if not people, animals will do too...yeah..thats how passionate I am, and I'm not sorry for it too..:)



thats you with me in the middle .... :)



                   

Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

What? I'm heart broken? Nah!!! nope...its just that there are things that I want now but still unsure if its real to have...I would be lying if I told you that I'm not sad...those feelings? you cant just chop them off ...you cant just ignore it doesnt mean anything to you..but yeah..its worth every pain and patience to get me to be a better person that I am now...do you really think i'm that shallow to let it be thrown away? because for all its worth, nothing is this world will have me whole and reach the center of my heart,(whish is, ehem...by the way....the top of the support)...except God...unless...you manage to marry me...>_<

Picture this,

these events in my life that happen and what Ive learn from it...

Event 1: A long term non-contact but still okay relationship
Imagine this vine growing slowly..slowly...you feel it inside you..its like an itch..but you know its still there...you never let go even its been a long long time since you get to know the feeling again unless u need them or they need u...for all its worth..they always remain the longest...I thank you for those whose been there for me...for better or worst...

Event 2: A broken relationship
Imagine this type of vine, as it slowly grows,getting looser everytime...., it grips a little...grow a few torns here and there...slowly and slowly as it tries to hold on...but it cant seem to hold...and as slowly as that...it has to be let go...because how much can you take? you cant make everyone love you as much as you cant love everyone much the same right? the best way? is to learn to let go...you cant chop it off because it has been a part of you...because by chopping it off, the axe will hit you too right? like a friend of mine once said..take baby steps...maybe it will not take the pain away instantly, but it doesnt mean you cant learn from it right?

Event 3: An on-going hurtful relationship
This type of vine is the one still growing...but with torns...as much as it hurts...you need to hold on to it since its the only thing you have...a piece of life that lets you know that your human...a piece of life that make you feel alive and worth it...you just have to hold on untill the moment will come when the torns will stop growing and the vines will hold you tight and say,its alright.....

sigh*

there are more to these event that what i make it sound..

but hey, life is no nintendo game right?

you dont have many chances to take...

only the choices you make..

so be wise and careful..

be strong and have faith..

if you fall stand up again.

.if you need help..just ask...

because nobody

not even a lone-ranger like me...

likes to live alone...

so never be afraid

:)

-I'm not afraid-

23 and counting......

Salam....

And so the day came...I'm one day older ...owh! so old ! but I feel so alive! ahahahaha~ so the special started with a rather special song by my dear friend Kikaro and CT...uhuhuhuh~ terharu~~~

Honestly,it was kinda boring...its been a long time since I have such thrills...I need work! sabar Nana sabar..my time will come..uhuhuhuhu~ but then well...I'm glad many remembered and wished...and whats more...I had cake! so yummy~ so pretty~

My 23rd birthday cake..cantik kn?

from my lil bro...kad ni dahla address salah eja..my brother! salah eja my name? pffftttt!!

u c? dah demand kerja n belanja..ikhlaskah ini?

wishes from Madiha...c? kerja lg...waaaaaaa~

hehehehe..with Gods blessing...i will live long and prosper...

All I can say right now...I really blessed...
I'm very thankful to Allah for giving me a strong heart....
Be what any may come....I know everything happens for a reason...
and I'm glad everything that happens is always for the best of me...

Thank you all for the wishes and textes...
Thank you for those whose been in and out of my life..

for the free advice
for the free shoulder to cry on
for the time to spend with
for the persistance to make me a better person

hanya Tuhan je boleh balas kebaikan yg korg kasik...T_T

Thanks again!

1st Post: My Birthday!

Salam to all...
Welcome to the most obnoxious blog Ive ever created!

Since I'm kinda busy right now,
I'll just give you some simple details about myself

1. This blog is my 3rd blog in my entire life...you hate it,deal with it
2. I'm a I-dont-care-what-you-think person...but I do care very must about people..
3. ......NO IDEA!

AHHAHA..

so thats that for this day,

my Birthday!

a new life awaits me...

and I know you would like to join the journey

see u~