Mirrors

"Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side..."


Every person in this world would love to love and be loved.
Some are so lucky they meet each other within a hearbeat.
I guess I'm not that lucky ...maybe not yet..

But its surprisingly satisfying, seeing friends getting married to their loved ones,
especially most of them are in the verge of parenthood.
I'm proud and sad at the same time.
Because I know things will never be same, you cant spend time gossiping with them as much or hang out much the less.

So many people has fallen in and out of love, but few knew how to appreciate it


I pray that people will start appreciating more and take for granted less.
I pray I will never fall to that sorrow state again.


People are often mislead into the predicament that, we your in love, its from a perfect person.
But sometimes, you think not finding the less perfect is just enough.
The truth is, its not about your partner is able to be perfect, its about you can be the most perfect person you can ever be..
I guess I havent met my reflection yet, since all the guys I've met or introduced, even had one relationship, didnt reflect me enough to make me feel comfortable.
One guy actually was perfect, but somehow I think, after admitting to myself, I did feel inferior being with him.

But alas,

Patience always pays the price.
And Allah is always knowing.
Not matter how sad and lonely you could be, there will always this one thing that always keeps me going,
And that thing is faith...

All the while, I'm searching and I think the most important part is that I have to make sure,
truly and honestly,
That I want to get married to become a better servant, and not just by falling in love..

To friends that are getting married or married,
I wish you my heartfelt congratulations and may you and your partner will stay together always..

"Baby you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are"