witha few children
and a bunch of cats?
Amin~
This year, I'm confident is a good year for me..
Everywhere I go, random people wishes me the best...
Alhamdullilah...InsyAllah...
Who would've thought after 25,
I just knew that I'm allergic to Raspberrys?
That I have few friends that I can count on with my life?
That sometimes, staying in my room, reading a book is just enough?
Just recently, I've finished reading a book;
It was sugested by an ustaz i met when i went to Darul Syifa'
An entertaining book, based on a true story.
It shows that when everything you do,
when you believe,
and youve done your best,
with His permission,
it will come to you..
I believe it's true..
Troughout last year has been a rough year..
Working in a construction site has its ups and downs
People are constantly trying to win your affection...just to get in your pants..
or maybe just so they can be popular among others
or just to brush up their ego among friends..
sometimes when i think about it,
it scares me how easily i can attach myself with people i dont personally know..
how easy of me to just think the best of people without a second thought
was i desperate for affection?
was i too honest for my own good?
i dont know...
but i'm glad..somehow..
i realized it before its too late..
and i am blessed with many friends who would not hesitate to bitch slap me in the face..hahaha!
Right now, i just need to focus on my new career.
to obtan as much money as i can to reach my dreams
however, i'm not sure if its the right thing to do..
but well..i'm old enough to face my mistakes
Pray that I would get married this year,
but I dont have anyone? or should i find someone?
owh well...i still have 9 months to go...
untill next year i'll just ask a few good friends you might know anyone..
desperate? maybe...
but not desperate enough to marry someone just for the sake of it..haha!
thus should you people out there think of me as a suitable special someone to someone you know,
feel free to promote me
Muahahaha!
till then!
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