Chapter 2 : The Betrayal of a Betrayer

Chapter 2: The Betrayal of a Betrayer

It comes unexpectedly.
You never knew it happened untill it's too late and the damage is done.
You try to understand what happened,yet nothing seems to make sense.
You ask yourself why but the answer was still nill.

That sharp knife of betrayal seeps was stabbed in the back but it seeps trough your heart.
You wonder and ponder the excuse but it never seem to matter.
Betrayer's dont need reasons.
They only have selfishness.


We have family.
We have friends.
We have lovers.
We have haters.

But its always the betrayal of the one close to us that hurts the most.
We would never expect it to happen, so maybe thats the reason we never see it coming.
But who would have tought that the person you love and trust would dare to hurt us right?


It happened once upon an evening..
who would have known someone would hurt you so much for a goal that has a low probability of success?


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Dear You (you know who you are),

First and formost, I would like to thank you for doing what you did to me.
I know this may seem absurd since maybe this is what you want because your the kind of person who expect kindness even if what you did was wrong.

So here's my thanks and gratitude for what you did to me,
You had let me see that even family can be betrayars..who would have known right?
The poison that you put within the knife seeps through my nerves soo slowly that I was too late to realise.
So congrats to you for achieving what you want which is;


To bring me down...


Ah yes...I never knew it coming,nope, not a clue..
Honestly I thought our realtionship was getting better and better..
Since I've already just broke up and got a job that was claerly out of my background study with a pay less than I deserve, I thought we had build our relation since it was drifted apart by distance and less communication...but clearly, I was wrong.

You know, I have learned not to bother knowing your reason anymore because what you did has no excuse.
You told me the good news but you spoiled it with your own selfishness.
What I said and did was what all sisters would do when they see someone they care is in stress, but you see, you cant move forward by denying your past.

We had the best intentions. We want the best for you.
But all you see is the easy way but not the right way.
Anything in life,if you do it the wrong way, will always end up wrong.
Your solution was supposed to be simple, to ask me of what I meant, but instead, you choose to frame me.

Its funny for me really when you made as if nothing happened.
Its even funnier that you expect me to smile at you after what you did.

Owh dearest, why do you hate me so much?

Were you satisfied with what happened?
Were you satisfied with all that he said to me?
Was that what you really wanted?
To crush and burn me as long as I live?
Why cant you man up and tell me how you feel?
Instead of always making up stories where you are always the victim?
It always bothers you isnt it when I can live my life with a smile, even when it hurts?

You see,
I've known all along of what you did to me.
Since little I notice how you would be restless whenever anything in life is regarding me.
Its not that I never heard what you say.
Its not that I never read what you wrote about me.
Its not that I never saw what you did.
But just so you know,


I knew...


I knew all about it...

I knew you always say that our parents love me more,
but you never appreciate what they did for you,
I would know because I've been in the same room with you since we were little.
I know being a liar and a hypocrite is one of your uppermost values.
Lying is like breathing to you..
Even if we discover the truth, you would cover a lie upon a lie.
Your lies can be statements, expressions but better yet, stories.
You also have the ability to put yourself in a situation where, whenever things doenst go your way, there's always someone to blame,and amazingly that person would never be you.

I'm always amazed with that talent of yours, because it seem so heartless to be done by someone who is pretty, young and had a good education.

But since we are blood related, I ignored..hoping and wishing you would someday accept me and stop treating me as a competition.

But I was definately wrong.

So here I am right know, in the place you wanted me to be.

But its not enough for you isnt it?

You have to provoke her, hurt her and make her cry.

When will it be enough?

Because from where I sit, you will never be satisfy with me,
untill either if I live as a pauper or I die..

which is it?


Yours sincerely,
Me


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Life should go on I know.
But people should know their mistakes to be forgiven.
No human can stand a betrayal and hug the betrayer.
A normal person would not betray their own fleash and blood but it seems to me the world has changed.

I'm not saying this is the best approach.
But I have the best intentions, and that is to help you realize,

What you did is wrong..